Brief history... past 3 years or so I'd have periods of low mood and reduced drive, libido and most recently reduced erection sensitivity. I'd get them just fine or sometimes would need cialis but there just wouldn't be any pleasure there. So after getting fed up I got into the doctor, got my blood tested. I had lower range total T, 420 and barely in the normal range Free T.. just a point or two from low. Insurance finally approved androgel with the low free T number and I tried that. Was probably all placebo effect but the first 7 days were good then I started having night sweats and more anxiety, then the wood stopped all together and my mood went to shit. So I stopped the gel and decided to try to improve my T naturally. Cleaned up an already decent diet, added a bunch of supplements that should help and started intermittent fasting. I actually had some success with that and thought I was getting the issue resolved. Then I hit small flatline, it would improve for a few days again and then it just went downhill from there. A about a week after that I finally went to a TRT clinic and got tested again. Total was now 570, the didn't tell me the Free but my estradiol sensitive was 58. They started me on 150mg Test Cyp once a week, 1mg anastrozole on injection day and HCG 500IU twice a week.
After the first anastrozole and some reading I decided to break that up in to .25mg about every other day. I stayed with this for 4-5 weeks before I had a sudden spike of libido and my sensitivity was back big time. It was absolutely wonderful, litterally like being 18 again. Then I'd have a few lower days, another great week and then followed that up with having good days about every other day.
Now over the past week it has been absolutely dead... no libido, sensitivity is poor. I can still get it up, but I don't feel much. Just last night I went to bed, had a nice erection but no pleasure.
With my 6 week blood work my trough day was 900 and my E2 was 48 (I'm now on week 8). Did not have any HCG the week before my shot.
Once I started to have up and down days I tried adjusting the anastrozole dose, thinking maybe my E2 was climbing based on symptoms. The first couple times I would take an extra .25mg I would feel more calm within 6-24 hours and libido and sensitivity came back. However, the last couple times I tried this I would feel worse and it would not improve libido/sensitivity. The effect could have been all placebo I suppose.
Now I'm completely frustrated, worried and really pissed off. I stopped taking anastrozole for the time being as I want to see how I do on TRT without any. Even though I started out high, if my peak days are around 1100 then that wouldn't be a terrible T to E2 ratio. Unless however I'm one of those guys who needs to ignore the ratio a bit and worry more about the E2 number and get it below 30.
I've had a lot of the other benefits of TRT... better mood, increased focus, more drive, better athletic performance and recovery.. all that stuff is great but this libido thing really bothers me. I need that in my life to feel like a man. Everything else just falls short of providing that sense of well being.
This week while stopping the anastrozole I did decide to go to 2x a week on the injection, so about 75mg twice a week instead of 150 once a week. 2nd shot this week will be tomorrow and I'm about 3 days now without anastrozole. No improvement yet.
Anyone out there have any recommendations? I'm so lost/disappointed at this point. Those good days were awesome but were also quite the "tease" at this point.
I should note that other than lack of libido/sensitivity I haven't really had any of the other symptoms of high estradiol. No nipple stuff etc. I had some bouts of being emotional prior to TRT, but not really since then.
After the first anastrozole and some reading I decided to break that up in to .25mg about every other day. I stayed with this for 4-5 weeks before I had a sudden spike of libido and my sensitivity was back big time. It was absolutely wonderful, litterally like being 18 again. Then I'd have a few lower days, another great week and then followed that up with having good days about every other day.
Now over the past week it has been absolutely dead... no libido, sensitivity is poor. I can still get it up, but I don't feel much. Just last night I went to bed, had a nice erection but no pleasure.
With my 6 week blood work my trough day was 900 and my E2 was 48 (I'm now on week 8). Did not have any HCG the week before my shot.
Once I started to have up and down days I tried adjusting the anastrozole dose, thinking maybe my E2 was climbing based on symptoms. The first couple times I would take an extra .25mg I would feel more calm within 6-24 hours and libido and sensitivity came back. However, the last couple times I tried this I would feel worse and it would not improve libido/sensitivity. The effect could have been all placebo I suppose.
Now I'm completely frustrated, worried and really pissed off. I stopped taking anastrozole for the time being as I want to see how I do on TRT without any. Even though I started out high, if my peak days are around 1100 then that wouldn't be a terrible T to E2 ratio. Unless however I'm one of those guys who needs to ignore the ratio a bit and worry more about the E2 number and get it below 30.
I've had a lot of the other benefits of TRT... better mood, increased focus, more drive, better athletic performance and recovery.. all that stuff is great but this libido thing really bothers me. I need that in my life to feel like a man. Everything else just falls short of providing that sense of well being.
This week while stopping the anastrozole I did decide to go to 2x a week on the injection, so about 75mg twice a week instead of 150 once a week. 2nd shot this week will be tomorrow and I'm about 3 days now without anastrozole. No improvement yet.
Anyone out there have any recommendations? I'm so lost/disappointed at this point. Those good days were awesome but were also quite the "tease" at this point.
I should note that other than lack of libido/sensitivity I haven't really had any of the other symptoms of high estradiol. No nipple stuff etc. I had some bouts of being emotional prior to TRT, but not really since then.