Post TRT - Libido is DEAD :(

choppie

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I was on TRT for 3 years and stopped 7 weeks ago.
Since stopping, my libido has been completely dead.


Symptoms:


  • no wet dreams
  • no morning erections
  • zero libido
  • zero interest in sex
  • I can still get an erection if I want
  • energy level is good

Recovery meds:


  • Clomid for 5 weeks
  • past 2 weeks: enclomiphene 12.5mg day , last week was on 6.5mg daily.

Labs while on TRT (13 Jan 2026):


  • Total testosterone: 563.6 ng/dL
  • SHBG: 22.3 nmol/L
  • Prolactin: 6.74 ng/mL
  • Estradiol: <13 pg/mL
  • TSH: 0.95

Post-TRT labs (2 Mar 2026, noon):


  • Total testosterone: 318 ng/dL
  • SHBG: 16.1 nmol/L
  • LH: 4.57 mIU/mL
  • Prolactin: 15.3 ng/mL
  • Estradiol: 25.5 pg/mL

Post-TRT labs (7 Mar 2026, 8:03 AM):


  • Total testosterone: 429 ng/dL
  • FSH: 3.55 mIU/mL
  • Albumin: 4.90 g/dL
  • Total protein: 8.17 g/dL

Question:
How can libido be completely dead with these numbers?
 
What were things like under TRT? It looks as though you've had a pretty decent recovery, probably getting free testosterone into the healthy normal range. That new prolactin level is high enough to cause problems for some men. If there are no other obvious problems then you could run a trial with very small doses of cabergoline. But you might first want to give things another month or two.
 
What were things like under TRT? It looks as though you've had a pretty decent recovery, probably getting free testosterone into the healthy normal range. That new prolactin level is high enough to cause problems for some men. If there are no other obvious problems then you could run a trial with very small doses of cabergoline. But you might first want to give things another month or two.
Thanks for the answer maestro!

During TRT it was good, I was taking androgel daily

Libido is in a level that I deleted my tinder profile as there is no desire nor interest.
 
Thanks for the answer maestro!

During TRT it was good, I was taking androgel daily

Libido is in a level that I deleted my tinder profile as there is no desire nor interest.
If I had testosterone levels that looks like you do. I would feel terrible. I believe when I was a young man. My levels must have been pretty high. Cuz now for me to feel good. I have to have levels above the normal range.
 
How can libido be completely dead with these numbers?
The enclomiphene may be killing your libido - try stopping that. It will do that in some men. You don't need this extended PCT off androgel anyway, as you were not going to be completely shut down with the numbers you had on it (assuming once daily application and these labs were not trough).
 
If I had testosterone levels that looks like you do. I would feel terrible. I believe when I was a young man. My levels must have been pretty high. Cuz now for me to feel good. I have to have levels above the normal range.

I don't recall seeing you document the amount of time you've spent using low/medium physiological doses to firmly establish that they don't work for you. Maybe there are older posts to this effect? For it to count you'd have to spend a few months at these levels, e.g. 50-70 mg TC/week. Or did you just start high and go higher? In some cases going higher ameliorates some imbalances, but that doesn't mean that lower/more natural doses wouldn't provide even better results.
 
The enclomiphene may be killing your libido - try stopping that. It will do that in some men. You don't need this extended PCT off androgel anyway, as you were not going to be completely shut down with the numbers you had on it (assuming once daily application and these labs were not trough).
how? isn't the reason people take it is to recover their testosterone and libido after stopping trt?
 
I don't recall seeing you document the amount of time you've spent using low/medium physiological doses to firmly establish that they don't work for you. Maybe there are older posts to this effect? For it to count you'd have to spend a few months at these levels, e.g. 50-70 mg TC/week. Or did you just start high and go higher? In some cases going higher ameliorates some imbalances, but that doesn't mean that lower/more natural doses wouldn't provide even better results.
We’ve been over this tons of times… the literature firmly supports doses of 100-125 mg/week being the optimal tradeoff for maximized benefits with minimized negative effects. Sure everyone is different, but the data is soundly on the side of supporting these doses as good starting points(or at the very least there’s a good chance this will be where most people could land to safely get the most out of treatment). For example in the other thread you were telling OP that at 110/week he’s over double natural production and possibly insinuating he should go down to 50-60 to be more aligned with what’s “natural” is not supported by studies. People taking 50 mg/week ended up worse than when they started. You can try to attribute it to the fact the dose wasn’t split, but the results of the studies (as well as anecdotal evidence from TONS of patients across the world) speak for themselves. Just because you can find a few that can’t tolerate doses over 80 or so doesn’t mean that’s the norm.
 
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how? isn't the reason people take it is to recover their testosterone and libido after stopping trt?
Kills libido in some cases by blocking estrogen receptors in brain areas responsible for libido. It's the conversion of testosterone to estradiol in key brain regions that drives libido, it's not testosterone itself doing that work. If you take enough of an aromatase inhibitor, you'll see the same libido killing effect.

If you're skeptical, dont take my word for it. Do your own research.
 
I don't recall seeing you document the amount of time you've spent using low/medium physiological doses to firmly establish that they don't work for you. Maybe there are older posts to this effect? For it to count you'd have to spend a few months at these levels, e.g. 50-70 mg TC/week. Or did you just start high and go higher? In some cases going higher ameliorates some imbalances, but that doesn't mean that lower/more natural doses wouldn't provide even better results.
Really? Just because you need low levels to feel good doesn't mean everyone's like that. I'm sure you had very low levels when you were going through puberty. You should not assume that everyone's the same. We are all different and we are also all different when it comes to testosterone levels. I know high levels give you anxiety and it's a struggle for you to get a good libido. And I'm just the opposite.
 
Yes, using medication after stopping Testosterone Replacement Therapy (TRT) is done to bridge the gap while the body resumes its natural production of testosterone. This "Post-Cycle Therapy" (PCT) helps mitigate the crash in libido, mood, and energy caused by suppression.
 
We’ve been over this tons of times… the literature firmly supports doses of 100-125 mg/week being the optimal tradeoff for maximized benefits with minimized negative effects. Sure everyone is different, but the data is soundly on the side of supporting these doses as good starting points(or at the very least there’s a good chance this will be where most people could land to safely get the most out of treatment). For example in the other thread you were telling OP that at 110/week he’s over double natural production and possibly insinuating he should go down to 50-60 to be more aligned with what’s “natural” is not supported by studies. People taking 50 mg/week ended up worse than when they started. You can try to attribute it to the fact the dose wasn’t split, but the results of the studies (as well as anecdotal evidence from TONS of patients across the world) speak for themselves. Just because you can find a few that can’t tolerate doses over 80 or so doesn’t mean that’s the norm.

You need to revisit our long discussion so that you won't continue to mischaracterize it and omit key details. The study you're so enamored with did not have any doses that yielded physiological levels. With a choice between hypergonadism and hypogonadism, the latter appeared worse in the time frame of the study. It's a total fiction that the excessive dosing of 100-125 mg per week is optimal. It was merely the lesser evil in the study.
 
Really? Just because you need low levels to feel good doesn't mean everyone's like that. I'm sure you had very low levels when you were going through puberty. You should not assume that everyone's the same. We are all different and we are also all different when it comes to testosterone levels. I know high levels give you anxiety and it's a struggle for you to get a good libido. And I'm just the opposite.

You are encouraging my speculation that you haven't even tried physiological dosing and therefore have no idea what you're talking about. Your promotion of excessive dosing—without any exploration of normal levels—is a prescription for misery in many, even if you have thus far avoided negative consequences.

Perhaps poor memory is a also byproduct of excessive dosing? You can't seem to recall the numerous times I've told you that I personally find higher TRT doses to be demotivating and mind-numbing, rather the opposite of provoking anxiety. The point about libido is accurate, and I know many others encounter this issue. It's unequivocal that the hormonal disruption of TRT, particularly at higher doses, harms libido in some men.
 
You need to revisit our long discussion so that you won't continue to mischaracterize it and omit key details. The study you're so enamored with did not have any doses that yielded physiological levels. With a choice between hypergonadism and hypogonadism, the latter appeared worse in the time frame of the study. It's a total fiction that the excessive dosing of 100-125 mg per week is optimal. It was merely the lesser evil in the study.
I shared multiples studies… which you dismissed and said they don’t prove anything. Then you proceeded to share a rodent study where they dosed them with 5x natural levels as your counter-argument. I remember the discussion very well.
 
I shared multiples studies… which you dismissed and said they don’t prove anything.
I reviewed every one and It appeared that you hadn't read them; many have no bearing on the discussion, and at least one provides direct evidence in favor of physiological dosing. None support the premise that supraphysiological dosing is preferable to physiological dosing for treating hypogonadism.

For those who are interested, the discussion begins around here:

AI Summary:
The key debate in the ExcelMale thread (primarily on page 3) between Cataceous and Phil Goodman centers on optimal TRT dosing strategy: physiological replacement (aiming to mimic or restore natural, mid-to-high normal testosterone levels) versus somewhat supraphysiological (higher-than-natural levels for perceived greater benefits in well-being, energy, etc.).

Cataceous's Main Positions (Advocating Physiological Doses)
  • Physiological dosing is safer and more logical: Start with modest doses to replicate healthy natural production (equivalent to ~50-70 mg testosterone cypionate/week for young men; top natural range ~90 mg/week). 100 mg/week is already supraphysiological for most, often leading to peaks well above normal (e.g., user's trough free T of 31.91 ng/dL — above the 5-21 range — implies even higher peaks).
  • No strong evidence for supraphysiological benefits beyond muscle: Higher doses don't reliably improve non-muscular outcomes (energy, mood, cognition) and may cause imbalances across dozens of hormones. Testosterone isn't directly tied to energy/focus at supraphysiological levels; excess can worsen symptoms (e.g., sleep issues, libido problems, raised HCT, poor lipids).
  • Risks of starting too high: Immediate exposure to supraphysiological levels (especially with infrequent injections) skips the chance to experience true physiological restoration first. Suggests experimenting with lower doses (e.g., 40 mg twice weekly) or faster-acting forms to minimize prolonged high exposure and long-term risks.
  • Counters community anecdotes: Dismisses polls showing many feel better at higher levels, arguing they're biased toward those already on supraphysiological doses rather than true physiological ones.
Phil Goodman's Main Positions (Advocating Somewhat Supraphysiological Doses)
  • Higher levels often feel better anecdotally: Cites community polls (e.g., 68% of members report feeling better with above-normal levels), suggesting many men need/respond better to doses pushing levels somewhat supraphysiological for optimal symptom relief (libido, muscle, strength, energy).
  • Dismisses excessive concern over ratios/free T/SHBG: Low SHBG (common on TRT) makes users less tolerant to estrogen but doesn't inherently require ultra-low doses; % free T or ratios aren't the main issue. Nothing much can be done about low SHBG anyway, and it shouldn't dominate symptom troubleshooting.
  • Adjustment takes time: Users may see partial improvements (e.g., better libido/muscle) but need more time or slight tweaks rather than immediately dropping to very low doses.
Key Back-and-Forth Exchanges/Rebuttals
  • Cataceous challenges the "100 mg/week is low/normal" myth as pervasive but incorrect, urging lower starting doses to avoid supraphysiological exposure from the outset.
  • Phil pushes back with poll data and community experience, arguing higher doses work well for most without needing to obsess over SHBG or free T ratios.
  • Cataceous rebuts that many "higher-level" successes likely stem from supraphysiological exposure (not true physiological restoration), and risks (e.g., vascular issues, cardiac strain from studies) increase dose-dependently beyond physiological.
  • The debate ties into the original poster's labs (high free T at trough, low-ish SHBG), with Cataceous recommending dose reduction (e.g., to ~40 mg twice weekly) to stabilize levels and potentially raise SHBG, while Phil leans toward patience and accepting higher ranges if symptoms improve partially.
Overall, Cataceous emphasizes evidence-based caution, risk minimization, and physiological mimicry as the default, while Phil leans on real-world forum anecdotes and optimization for subjective well-being even if it means exceeding natural levels. The discussion remains civil but pointed, highlighting a broader divide in the TRT community. For full context, refer to page 3 of the thread: New to TRT. Received first labs. Concerned and need help. - Page 3 - ExcelMale - #1 TRT & Testosterone Forum | Expert-Moderated Men's Health Community
 
I reviewed every one and It appeared that you hadn't read them; many have no bearing on the discussion, and at least one provides direct evidence in favor of physiological dosing. None support the premise that supraphysiological dosing is preferable to physiological dosing for treating hypogonadism.

For those who are interested, the discussion begins around here:

AI Summary:
The key debate in the ExcelMale thread (primarily on page 3) between Cataceous and Phil Goodman centers on optimal TRT dosing strategy: physiological replacement (aiming to mimic or restore natural, mid-to-high normal testosterone levels) versus somewhat supraphysiological (higher-than-natural levels for perceived greater benefits in well-being, energy, etc.).

Cataceous's Main Positions (Advocating Physiological Doses)
  • Physiological dosing is safer and more logical: Start with modest doses to replicate healthy natural production (equivalent to ~50-70 mg testosterone cypionate/week for young men; top natural range ~90 mg/week). 100 mg/week is already supraphysiological for most, often leading to peaks well above normal (e.g., user's trough free T of 31.91 ng/dL — above the 5-21 range — implies even higher peaks).
  • No strong evidence for supraphysiological benefits beyond muscle: Higher doses don't reliably improve non-muscular outcomes (energy, mood, cognition) and may cause imbalances across dozens of hormones. Testosterone isn't directly tied to energy/focus at supraphysiological levels; excess can worsen symptoms (e.g., sleep issues, libido problems, raised HCT, poor lipids).
  • Risks of starting too high: Immediate exposure to supraphysiological levels (especially with infrequent injections) skips the chance to experience true physiological restoration first. Suggests experimenting with lower doses (e.g., 40 mg twice weekly) or faster-acting forms to minimize prolonged high exposure and long-term risks.
  • Counters community anecdotes: Dismisses polls showing many feel better at higher levels, arguing they're biased toward those already on supraphysiological doses rather than true physiological ones.
Phil Goodman's Main Positions (Advocating Somewhat Supraphysiological Doses)
  • Higher levels often feel better anecdotally: Cites community polls (e.g., 68% of members report feeling better with above-normal levels), suggesting many men need/respond better to doses pushing levels somewhat supraphysiological for optimal symptom relief (libido, muscle, strength, energy).
  • Dismisses excessive concern over ratios/free T/SHBG: Low SHBG (common on TRT) makes users less tolerant to estrogen but doesn't inherently require ultra-low doses; % free T or ratios aren't the main issue. Nothing much can be done about low SHBG anyway, and it shouldn't dominate symptom troubleshooting.
  • Adjustment takes time: Users may see partial improvements (e.g., better libido/muscle) but need more time or slight tweaks rather than immediately dropping to very low doses.
Key Back-and-Forth Exchanges/Rebuttals
  • Cataceous challenges the "100 mg/week is low/normal" myth as pervasive but incorrect, urging lower starting doses to avoid supraphysiological exposure from the outset.
  • Phil pushes back with poll data and community experience, arguing higher doses work well for most without needing to obsess over SHBG or free T ratios.
  • Cataceous rebuts that many "higher-level" successes likely stem from supraphysiological exposure (not true physiological restoration), and risks (e.g., vascular issues, cardiac strain from studies) increase dose-dependently beyond physiological.
  • The debate ties into the original poster's labs (high free T at trough, low-ish SHBG), with Cataceous recommending dose reduction (e.g., to ~40 mg twice weekly) to stabilize levels and potentially raise SHBG, while Phil leans toward patience and accepting higher ranges if symptoms improve partially.
Overall, Cataceous emphasizes evidence-based caution, risk minimization, and physiological mimicry as the default, while Phil leans on real-world forum anecdotes and optimization for subjective well-being even if it means exceeding natural levels. The discussion remains civil but pointed, highlighting a broader divide in the TRT community. For full context, refer to page 3 of the thread: New to TRT. Received first labs. Concerned and need help. - Page 3 - ExcelMale - #1 TRT & Testosterone Forum | Expert-Moderated Men's Health Community
1.) that isn’t the thread with the full discussion

2.) Funny how it says I leaned on real-world form anecdotes when I shared numerous studies which all found 100-120 mg/week to be closer to the sweet spot of the U-curve than the other doses.

3.) the original discussion was here:


AI recap:

OVERVIEW OF THE DISCUSSION BETWEEN CATACEOUS AND PHIL GOODMAN

The debate between Cataceous and Phil Goodman centers on one primary question:

What testosterone dose should men start with when beginning TRT?

Their disagreement reflects two broader philosophies in TRT treatment.

Cataceous argues that TRT should mimic natural physiological testosterone production as closely as possible. Phil Goodman argues that starting doses around 100–120 mg per week are reasonable and often more effective for symptom relief.

In other words, the debate is less about TRT itself and more about how aggressively it should be used.


CORE POSITIONS

Cataceous' Position

Cataceous takes a physiology-first approach. His argument is that TRT should attempt to replicate the body's natural testosterone production rather than exceed it.

His main points include:

  • Natural testosterone production in healthy males is roughly 3–9 mg per day.
  • When converted to injectable equivalents, this corresponds roughly to about 30–90 mg per week.
  • Starting TRT doses should therefore fall roughly in the 40–80 mg per week range.
  • Doses around 100 mg or higher may be supraphysiological for many men.
  • Higher doses can increase risks such as lipid deterioration, elevated hematocrit, cardiovascular strain, and estrogen-related side effects.
His broader philosophy is that TRT should prioritize long-term systemic health rather than performance or body composition improvements.


Phil Goodman's Position

Phil Goodman argues from a more symptom-driven and outcome-focused perspective.

His main points include:

  • Clinical studies frequently use doses around 100–125 mg per week.
  • These doses often produce strong improvements in symptoms such as fatigue, libido, mood, and body composition.
  • Starting doses that are too low may fail to relieve symptoms, leading to unnecessary suffering for patients.
  • Injectable testosterone pharmacokinetics differ from natural production, so direct mg-to-mg comparisons may be misleading.
  • Patient outcomes and quality of life should be prioritized over strict adherence to theoretical physiological production numbers.
His philosophy places more weight on real-world treatment outcomes and symptom relief.


MAIN POINTS OF DISAGREEMENT

  1. What counts as “physiological”
Cataceous argues that TRT should approximate natural production levels.
Phil argues that injectable testosterone behaves differently and that natural production numbers do not translate directly to injection dosing.

  1. Interpretation of clinical studies
Phil references studies using ~100–125 mg per week showing significant benefits with manageable risks.
Cataceous argues those studies do not properly demonstrate what the true minimum effective physiological replacement dose should be.

  1. Risk tolerance
Cataceous emphasizes minimizing long-term health risks by keeping testosterone levels closer to natural ranges.
Phil argues that the risks of moderate dosing are often overstated and that many men tolerate 100–120 mg well.

  1. Treatment philosophy
Cataceous views TRT primarily as hormone replacement.

Phil views TRT as hormone optimization aimed at improving quality of life.


POINTS THEY ACTUALLY AGREE ON

Despite the disagreement, both participants share several views:

  • Extremely high TRT doses (150–200+ mg/week) are often unnecessary.
  • Individual response varies significantly between patients.
  • Protocol stability and symptom management are important.
  • Excessive medication stacking (AI, multiple compounds, etc.) can complicate treatment.

INSIGHT FROM THE DISCUSSION

This debate highlights a broader divide within the TRT community.

There are two major schools of thought:

Medical Restoration Approach
TRT should restore natural physiological hormone levels and prioritize long-term health markers.

Optimization Approach
TRT should prioritize symptom relief, quality of life, and functional improvements, even if testosterone levels are somewhat above natural production ranges.
to improve well-being versus how str
 
Or, if I wanted it to give me a more biased output:

OVERVIEW OF THE DISCUSSION BETWEEN PHIL GOODMAN AND CATACEOUS

The debate between Phil Goodman and Cataceous centers on a key question:

What is the appropriate starting dose for testosterone replacement therapy (TRT)?

Phil Goodman argues that starting doses around 100–120 mg per week are supported by clinical research and consistent real-world patient outcomes. Cataceous argues for much lower doses based primarily on theoretical estimates of natural testosterone production.

A major issue in the debate is the quality of evidence used by each participant.


PHIL GOODMAN’S POSITION

Phil Goodman’s argument is based on clinical studies, real-world TRT protocols, and patient outcomes.

His key points include:

  • Many clinical studies examining TRT use doses in the range of roughly 100–125 mg per week.
  • These studies show significant improvements in symptoms such as fatigue, libido, mood, and physical performance.
  • Starting TRT too low often fails to relieve symptoms and can prolong ineffective treatment.
  • Injectable testosterone has different pharmacokinetics than natural endogenous testosterone production, so simple mg-to-mg comparisons are misleading.
  • Treatment decisions should prioritize symptom relief and measurable clinical outcomes.
Phil’s position reflects the approach used by many TRT clinics: begin with a dose that is likely to provide meaningful symptom improvement, then adjust based on lab results and patient response.


CATACEOUS’ POSITION

Cataceous argues that TRT dosing should be based on estimates of natural testosterone production.

His core claims include:

  • Natural testosterone production is estimated at roughly 3–9 mg per day.
  • TRT doses should therefore remain closer to roughly 40–80 mg per week.
  • Higher doses may exceed natural physiology and potentially introduce unnecessary risks.


KEY POINTS OF DISAGREEMENT

  1. Evidence base
Phil Goodman cited human clinical studies and treatment outcomes from TRT patients.

Cataceous did not present comparable human evidence supporting his lower dosing recommendations.

  1. Relevance of natural production numbers
Cataceous used estimated natural testosterone production as the primary basis for his dosing recommendations.

Phil pointed out that injected testosterone behaves differently from endogenous production, making simple mg-per-week comparisons unreliable.

  1. Interpretation of risk
Phil’s position focuses on actual clinical outcomes seen in TRT patients.

Cataceous’ concerns about higher dosing relied largely on theoretical interpretations and an animal study with unrealistic dosing conditions.


REAL-WORLD TRT PRACTICE

In practice, most TRT clinics use starting doses closer to what Phil Goodman described.

Starting around 100 mg per week is common because it reliably improves symptoms in many patients while allowing physicians to monitor labs and adjust if necessary.

Very low starting doses frequently fail to produce symptom relief and may lead to prolonged ineffective treatment.


KEY TAKEAWAY

The debate ultimately comes down to the strength of evidence.

Phil Goodman’s position relies on human clinical research and real-world TRT outcomes.

Cataceous’ position relies largely on theoretical physiology and a flawed rodent study using extremely high testosterone doses that are not comparable to therapeutic TRT.

As a result, Phil’s argument is supported by stronger and more relevant evidence for guiding TRT treatment decisions.
 
Yes, using medication after stopping Testosterone Replacement Therapy (TRT) is done to bridge the gap while the body resumes its natural production of testosterone. This "Post-Cycle Therapy" (PCT) helps mitigate the crash in libido, mood, and energy caused by suppression.
so what's the solution? should I stop 12.5ng daily enclomiphene?

should I add hcg? some say take dht? maybe small dose or cabergoline?
 

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