htownhomie
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Hi everyone this is my first post so go easy on me lol...I am 22 years old, and approximately a year and a few months ago, I started suffering from a deep depression, non-existent libido and rapid and aggressive weight loss. I was pretty close to just calling it quits honestly, and upon recommendation of my dad who started TRT close to a year ago, recommended that I check my baseline T level for my age given I was natural my entire lifting career and maybe my hormones were out of whack. I was surprised when I went into the doc and he read my total at 132, w/ my free being at 11. A couple more tests validated the initial one and thus began my testosterone recovery journey. I first started on Clomid, but quit because of the side effects by the third week, that medication scared me and the depression was coupled with bipolarity. I then started HCG monotherapy for three months and it got my levels up but my state of being was still s*** and the e2 conversion was way too high. I then began standalone testosterone and I'm coming up on nine months now. Not to be a jerk, but I really don't care for your opinions regarding my age and the protocol, I went through many doctors and many months of struggle, and I'm not chasing gains, I'm chasing stability, so with respect, please answer the questions without judgment.
My protocol was initially at 140mg in two injections per week. I was doing great, e2 was escalated but I was alright.(honeymoon phase?) By month 4, my acne set in and it was everywhere. From what I've read, reducing the dosage and amending lifestyle should control DHT related issues, which I did via diet, cutting alcohol and fatty foods, sleeping well yet to no avail. I went to Larry Lipshultz, a reputable urologist who suggested I do 200mg/wk, 1500iu HCG/wk, and .5 Anastrozole twice a week(1mg total). Gents, this f****d me up. I eventually dropped the HCG and dwindled down my AI dose from 1mg to no ai over the course of 2 months. I tapered my dose down to 80mg EOD and here are my labs after 2 months of the 80mg EOD and no AI protocol:
Total: 658
Free: 159
SHBG: 8 (I am low SHBG and have appointments with an internal medicine doc to check for hypothyroidism)
E2: 15
DHT: 35
Here's my question gentlemen, I suffer from acne and puffy nips even tho my E2 is low, and DHT is perfectly in range. Overall, my dosage still gets me feeling normal, but the energy and libido I had at 140mg+ was amazing. Why is it that I am still having visible side effects given my numbers are in range or even slightly lower than normal yet maintain side effects? I had acne at 200mg, and a tiny bit less at 80mg. In your humble opinions, does acne/scarring and puffy nips outweigh the alpha feeling of a higher dose? I have tried splitting the dose into more frequent injections to balance the hormonal rebound and low SHBG, but don't feel the effects of the T as much. Since this is a lifelong protocol, despite feeling moderately okay now at 80mg, I do want to mitigate the visible side effects and make this a manageable protocol for the long haul. Additionally, being a low SHBG guy, I understand my body doesn't require excessive T to get me where I need to be, however, just from feeling a lower dose, it's beginning to make me question if I should go by feeling instead of numerical values. Your thoughts on my protocol, dosage for a low SHBG, acne/sides, etc? Thanks in advance and I appreciate your candor and guidance. If you need more info, I'd be more than happy to provide if possible.
My protocol was initially at 140mg in two injections per week. I was doing great, e2 was escalated but I was alright.(honeymoon phase?) By month 4, my acne set in and it was everywhere. From what I've read, reducing the dosage and amending lifestyle should control DHT related issues, which I did via diet, cutting alcohol and fatty foods, sleeping well yet to no avail. I went to Larry Lipshultz, a reputable urologist who suggested I do 200mg/wk, 1500iu HCG/wk, and .5 Anastrozole twice a week(1mg total). Gents, this f****d me up. I eventually dropped the HCG and dwindled down my AI dose from 1mg to no ai over the course of 2 months. I tapered my dose down to 80mg EOD and here are my labs after 2 months of the 80mg EOD and no AI protocol:
Total: 658
Free: 159
SHBG: 8 (I am low SHBG and have appointments with an internal medicine doc to check for hypothyroidism)
E2: 15
DHT: 35
Here's my question gentlemen, I suffer from acne and puffy nips even tho my E2 is low, and DHT is perfectly in range. Overall, my dosage still gets me feeling normal, but the energy and libido I had at 140mg+ was amazing. Why is it that I am still having visible side effects given my numbers are in range or even slightly lower than normal yet maintain side effects? I had acne at 200mg, and a tiny bit less at 80mg. In your humble opinions, does acne/scarring and puffy nips outweigh the alpha feeling of a higher dose? I have tried splitting the dose into more frequent injections to balance the hormonal rebound and low SHBG, but don't feel the effects of the T as much. Since this is a lifelong protocol, despite feeling moderately okay now at 80mg, I do want to mitigate the visible side effects and make this a manageable protocol for the long haul. Additionally, being a low SHBG guy, I understand my body doesn't require excessive T to get me where I need to be, however, just from feeling a lower dose, it's beginning to make me question if I should go by feeling instead of numerical values. Your thoughts on my protocol, dosage for a low SHBG, acne/sides, etc? Thanks in advance and I appreciate your candor and guidance. If you need more info, I'd be more than happy to provide if possible.