Sorry I haven't updated you all (not sure if you really care anyways 
) but after almost pulling the trigger on going with Defy I ended up finding a Dr. through a cousin of mine that used the T+HCG+Arim protocol. He is also letting me self inject, good thing because his office it 120 miles away.
I've been on for 4 weeks now, feeling stronger! That's for sure. Have the energy to workout finally, still sluggish going in but when I get in the zone I feel great. My libido is also strong lol, I have always had a healthy sex drive, even at my lowest I would still want sex or sexual favors probably at least twice a week. Now I want it everyday
Mentally I am less foggy, less irritable but my anxiety and stress are still high. I was like this way before the T therapy so if anything I was hoping it would help with it. I been suffering from GAD for a few years but up till late last year, which was a super stressful time I'm pretty sure it pushed me to hypochondria level. I had stuff go down with work (crappy economy, mechanic breakdowns) worst ibs flareup to date, I think was the effect of the stress at the time, then my son had a rare infection happen that had us going to a specialist then earlier this year (turned out he was ok, rare but it does happen) then my ibs/stomach issue came back up. Dr. had me go to a specialist and then he suggested a upper gi scope to which I agreed (came back good) but all this back to back from last fall till almost today, you could see why my already anxious self just finally made the jump to hypochondria. Everything besides the work stuff in my mind was the big C smh. Annnnnnyyywaaaay, back to the subject. I wanted to see what you all thought about my protocol.
1.5cc split into 2 shots a week (wed & sun)
1/2cc HCG twice a week (wed & sun)
1mg pill 2Xweek anastrozole also wed &sun
Like I said I feel stronger, moved up on weight beginning of this week. I'm not as sore as I used to be when I used to workout. My irritated spells are less, hell I don't snap as easily as I use to. Sex drive is great, might be working the wife overtime tho haha but I haven't felt the great sleep just yet. Still have bought of rolling around although not as much. I still get the tired day times, sluggish to get to the gym, anxiety still a bastard and of course my stress levels suck due to $ and economy things.
I know T will not fix everything or change my life from night to day but do you think I'm on the right course?
I have lost weight, a bunch had to do with the stress and anxiety of this stressful past few months but now the rest has been pure sweat from turning into the beast in the gym lmao.
I am also hypothyroid (hashis) so soon I am going to get my levels checked to see where I am at. Anxiety is common when levels are off, I've been through that a couple of times already.
) but after almost pulling the trigger on going with Defy I ended up finding a Dr. through a cousin of mine that used the T+HCG+Arim protocol. He is also letting me self inject, good thing because his office it 120 miles away.I've been on for 4 weeks now, feeling stronger! That's for sure. Have the energy to workout finally, still sluggish going in but when I get in the zone I feel great. My libido is also strong lol, I have always had a healthy sex drive, even at my lowest I would still want sex or sexual favors probably at least twice a week. Now I want it everyday
Mentally I am less foggy, less irritable but my anxiety and stress are still high. I was like this way before the T therapy so if anything I was hoping it would help with it. I been suffering from GAD for a few years but up till late last year, which was a super stressful time I'm pretty sure it pushed me to hypochondria level
. I had stuff go down with work (crappy economy, mechanic breakdowns) worst ibs flareup to date, I think was the effect of the stress at the time, then my son had a rare infection happen that had us going to a specialist then earlier this year (turned out he was ok, rare but it does happen) then my ibs/stomach issue came back up. Dr. had me go to a specialist and then he suggested a upper gi scope to which I agreed (came back good) but all this back to back from last fall till almost today, you could see why my already anxious self just finally made the jump to hypochondria. Everything besides the work stuff in my mind was the big C smh. Annnnnnyyywaaaay, back to the subject. I wanted to see what you all thought about my protocol. 1.5cc split into 2 shots a week (wed & sun)
1/2cc HCG twice a week (wed & sun)
1mg pill 2Xweek anastrozole also wed &sun
Like I said I feel stronger, moved up on weight beginning of this week. I'm not as sore as I used to be when I used to workout. My irritated spells are less, hell I don't snap as easily as I use to. Sex drive is great, might be working the wife overtime tho haha but I haven't felt the great sleep just yet. Still have bought of rolling around although not as much. I still get the tired day times, sluggish to get to the gym, anxiety still a bastard and of course my stress levels suck due to $ and economy things.
I know T will not fix everything or change my life from night to day but do you think I'm on the right course?
I have lost weight, a bunch had to do with the stress and anxiety of this stressful past few months but now the rest has been pure sweat from turning into the beast in the gym lmao.
I am also hypothyroid (hashis) so soon I am going to get my levels checked to see where I am at. Anxiety is common when levels are off, I've been through that a couple of times already.
