Probably wasting my time buut here goes
I crashed from finasteride in 2009, but got to a very good level in 2013, after two years of chronic fatiue impoitence tinnitus and so on. in and out psych wards and on abilify, prozac, quetiaine and some other shite.
I recovered to a great degree in 2013, getting regular nocurnal morning erections and goood erections generally though still saw myself as asexual in a way. Especially after alcohol libido through the roof. Sleep was also gooD.
I fucked up after stress in 2109 and took quetiapine and mirtazaoine even though both felt very weird and wrong.
in 2020 during lockdown actually felt amazing on ZMA then in 2021 had a mini crash after taking that and probably zinc together,
This is where it goes horribly wrong. Had insomnia but it wasnt that bad, between 6 and at worst 4 hours, but started taking bits of a quetiapine tablet for it (aka seroquel) the fucking antipsychpotic i was on years ago as it has sleep inducing properties. Sleep goes toshit this yea and I crash in June,
Lose forty pounds
Massive muscle wastage
testicular shrinkage
penile shrinkage
brain fog tinnitus etc
Basically suicidal now that I am back in the pfs mire having been a mild case for years, from being a severe case at the start.
I was honestly almost recovered for a few years.
wtf can I do now? Test is brodelrine low but they don't tell you that much,
I am extremely worried I have killed my muscles for good. The loss is all over - neck, chest back, buttocks are gone, tendons sticking out everywhere.
I'm 45, is this muscle capable of coming back or am I long term disabled now?
I crashed from finasteride in 2009, but got to a very good level in 2013, after two years of chronic fatiue impoitence tinnitus and so on. in and out psych wards and on abilify, prozac, quetiaine and some other shite.
I recovered to a great degree in 2013, getting regular nocurnal morning erections and goood erections generally though still saw myself as asexual in a way. Especially after alcohol libido through the roof. Sleep was also gooD.
I fucked up after stress in 2109 and took quetiapine and mirtazaoine even though both felt very weird and wrong.
in 2020 during lockdown actually felt amazing on ZMA then in 2021 had a mini crash after taking that and probably zinc together,
This is where it goes horribly wrong. Had insomnia but it wasnt that bad, between 6 and at worst 4 hours, but started taking bits of a quetiapine tablet for it (aka seroquel) the fucking antipsychpotic i was on years ago as it has sleep inducing properties. Sleep goes toshit this yea and I crash in June,
Lose forty pounds
Massive muscle wastage
testicular shrinkage
penile shrinkage
brain fog tinnitus etc
Basically suicidal now that I am back in the pfs mire having been a mild case for years, from being a severe case at the start.
I was honestly almost recovered for a few years.
wtf can I do now? Test is brodelrine low but they don't tell you that much,
I am extremely worried I have killed my muscles for good. The loss is all over - neck, chest back, buttocks are gone, tendons sticking out everywhere.
I'm 45, is this muscle capable of coming back or am I long term disabled now?