Hi Everyone...
I'm a 40 year old guy who's had issues with test every since about 30. Never really got the treatment I needed for this as I had a doctor put me on androgel then take me off then put me back on etc... Not sure what caused my issues to begin with.. I was hospitalized with pretty bad case of pnemonia years back, had a vasectomy if that matters, was diagnosed with hashimoto's and hypothyroidism as well..
so as of 3 years ago a new doc put me on Test Cyp, 100mg weekly and it was a life changer. First few months I was on top of the world, felt amazing. Well that doc left and I switched offices where the new doc continued the treatment I was on but never considered increase in dose even though my levels were dropping per my lab results. Sitting at 280 as of right now per my last results. That was about 6 days after last pin. So a year ago I addressed concerns with doc and told him that maybe estrogen maybe up and I'd like that checked... Nope, he wouldn't do it. After going back and forth he sent me to an Endo. This doc is against TRT in a harsh way. Told me I'm going to develop heart and prostate disease if I don't go off... He's only allowing another 6 months of treatment before he wants to take me off completely and see if my body can make test on it's own and after numerous blood tests that show i'm still low on my own he said we can talk about HCG or clomid, not at the same time though, one or the other. Test is out of the question with him... I'm in a place where I'm scared to death.
With me when my levels are low physically it sucks yes, but mentally it's unbearable. I hate life, suck to be around, and only imagine the stress it puts on my wife.. It's not fair to her or my kids. I honestly just want to be happy, wake up and want to be awake essentially... I had that for a few months and was great.. Don't get me wrong, right now on my low dose of test I'm on now is better then nothing but mentally not in the best place, physically fatigue setting in, just feel very achy, weight gain and water retention is getting very bad despite working out twice 5 days a week and eating about 1700 cals with macro's in check. This is what I have to do to maintain a weight in the 220's... I'm down from about 285 as of over a year ago but to get here was serious calorie restriction over about a 9 month period. Incredibly hard but to maintain that was impossible. If I stray on the weekends and go out to eat and be normal, my weight will easily spike a good 12-15lbs or so. I know it's water but why am I such a sponge?
So with my pending TRT coming to an end I looked around, locally and online. Talked to several clinics and wow $$$... I found one local to me here in Grand Rapids MI called Physoiage. Seems to be the same as any other, bio-hormone replacement program.
Cost is as follows -
Lab free with insurance
$350 for initial visit with doc to go over results and get recommendation
$400 to get into program, get scripts written
$75 monthly "service" fee
So I will be paying out of pocket for some, HSA for others costs. How does this setup look? He's local, about 10 mins from my work. Just want honest help and it's a shame I have to pay this much for it, really not fair to go through this to feel healthy. One mail order clinic I talked to was $399 to start with labs included and $350 every 10weeks for meds. The sales guy told me I would start on 200mg of test cyp, along with HCG, and an AI. To me this was a red flag as he's a sales guy not a doc and haven't even seen my labs. Also told me that it opens the door to get other things from their pharmacy to try out. So I opted to go local so I could actually see someone and hopefully get meds through scripts where ins will cover. My hopes at least...
Looking for feedback on this. Should I stay on this route, look elsewhere, is there something I'm not aware of... Please reply or PM if need be... I just want some direction, want my healthy mind and body back...
I'm a 40 year old guy who's had issues with test every since about 30. Never really got the treatment I needed for this as I had a doctor put me on androgel then take me off then put me back on etc... Not sure what caused my issues to begin with.. I was hospitalized with pretty bad case of pnemonia years back, had a vasectomy if that matters, was diagnosed with hashimoto's and hypothyroidism as well..
so as of 3 years ago a new doc put me on Test Cyp, 100mg weekly and it was a life changer. First few months I was on top of the world, felt amazing. Well that doc left and I switched offices where the new doc continued the treatment I was on but never considered increase in dose even though my levels were dropping per my lab results. Sitting at 280 as of right now per my last results. That was about 6 days after last pin. So a year ago I addressed concerns with doc and told him that maybe estrogen maybe up and I'd like that checked... Nope, he wouldn't do it. After going back and forth he sent me to an Endo. This doc is against TRT in a harsh way. Told me I'm going to develop heart and prostate disease if I don't go off... He's only allowing another 6 months of treatment before he wants to take me off completely and see if my body can make test on it's own and after numerous blood tests that show i'm still low on my own he said we can talk about HCG or clomid, not at the same time though, one or the other. Test is out of the question with him... I'm in a place where I'm scared to death.
With me when my levels are low physically it sucks yes, but mentally it's unbearable. I hate life, suck to be around, and only imagine the stress it puts on my wife.. It's not fair to her or my kids. I honestly just want to be happy, wake up and want to be awake essentially... I had that for a few months and was great.. Don't get me wrong, right now on my low dose of test I'm on now is better then nothing but mentally not in the best place, physically fatigue setting in, just feel very achy, weight gain and water retention is getting very bad despite working out twice 5 days a week and eating about 1700 cals with macro's in check. This is what I have to do to maintain a weight in the 220's... I'm down from about 285 as of over a year ago but to get here was serious calorie restriction over about a 9 month period. Incredibly hard but to maintain that was impossible. If I stray on the weekends and go out to eat and be normal, my weight will easily spike a good 12-15lbs or so. I know it's water but why am I such a sponge?
So with my pending TRT coming to an end I looked around, locally and online. Talked to several clinics and wow $$$... I found one local to me here in Grand Rapids MI called Physoiage. Seems to be the same as any other, bio-hormone replacement program.
Cost is as follows -
Lab free with insurance
$350 for initial visit with doc to go over results and get recommendation
$400 to get into program, get scripts written
$75 monthly "service" fee
So I will be paying out of pocket for some, HSA for others costs. How does this setup look? He's local, about 10 mins from my work. Just want honest help and it's a shame I have to pay this much for it, really not fair to go through this to feel healthy. One mail order clinic I talked to was $399 to start with labs included and $350 every 10weeks for meds. The sales guy told me I would start on 200mg of test cyp, along with HCG, and an AI. To me this was a red flag as he's a sales guy not a doc and haven't even seen my labs. Also told me that it opens the door to get other things from their pharmacy to try out. So I opted to go local so I could actually see someone and hopefully get meds through scripts where ins will cover. My hopes at least...
Looking for feedback on this. Should I stay on this route, look elsewhere, is there something I'm not aware of... Please reply or PM if need be... I just want some direction, want my healthy mind and body back...