Whatever you're reading about normal levels of hormones, your words, it's all wrong, and your path to self medicating and treatment is where your problem is. I don't think I could pick just one thing to say that would be helpful besides your Estradiol is probably the wrong test, but nonetheless in relation to your Total T are totally out of whack. Besides this isn't much a steroid/blast/cycle kind of population here anyway. We deal with therapies, not cycles.