I'm gonna be honest, I'm looking for a protocol to stop TRT without a doctors supervision in case it fails. I don't want to end up in a situation where I can't get back on etc.
I have an entire year until my next labs so nows the time. It's been a net loss for me. I may have gained a few extra pounds of lean mass I would not have otherwise, but the pro's pretty much end there. I ended up with a legitimate assault on my hairline. I went from completely comfortable with my hairline (even being told i look young for my age) to a severe norwood 3.
This led me to just recently start finasteride which broke my strong desire to be on less medications, not more and i doubt will regain even half of what 2.5 years untreated on trt has taken away anyhow.
Its given me bph which leaves me dribbling if i dont wring myself out and peeing every 5 minutes. (the only benefit to the prostate growth is orgasms are literally obnoxious now).
The libido is hit or miss, and my ED is worse than it was pre-trt, even on daily cialis.
In short, it was a mistake. The only concern I have is losing years of work physique wise when i stop. Unfortunately my body is practically my identity.
I can do without the backhair i never had, and the small nuts, and the minimal semen volume. The list goes on.
I feel like a walking pharmacy.
So, I doubt anyone is traveling these parts who has stopped (at least successfully) but perhaps im wrong. I'm hoping at least someone with experience in the area can make a suggestion on not only chances of success, but what i can expect physically and mentally from the fallout. Perhaps duration and most importantly the protocol itself.
I know its going to be anchored by hcg but dosing and additional ancillaries/serms are beyond me. clomid as well i presume?
For the record, I'm now 38, have been on since 36, and was misguided by our good ole friend the internet that this was gonna be my cure-all and that more testosterone would improve life regardless.
I didnt need it (had a test level of 495 which since it was on the lower end of the range that went from 300-1100 i figured was the source of my issues) now i realized i didnt need it at all and thats actually a solid test level.
I was only able to procure a script because I dieted super lean over like 6 months and that crashed my testosterone to under 200.
I have an entire year until my next labs so nows the time. It's been a net loss for me. I may have gained a few extra pounds of lean mass I would not have otherwise, but the pro's pretty much end there. I ended up with a legitimate assault on my hairline. I went from completely comfortable with my hairline (even being told i look young for my age) to a severe norwood 3.
This led me to just recently start finasteride which broke my strong desire to be on less medications, not more and i doubt will regain even half of what 2.5 years untreated on trt has taken away anyhow.
Its given me bph which leaves me dribbling if i dont wring myself out and peeing every 5 minutes. (the only benefit to the prostate growth is orgasms are literally obnoxious now).
The libido is hit or miss, and my ED is worse than it was pre-trt, even on daily cialis.
In short, it was a mistake. The only concern I have is losing years of work physique wise when i stop. Unfortunately my body is practically my identity.
I can do without the backhair i never had, and the small nuts, and the minimal semen volume. The list goes on.
I feel like a walking pharmacy.
So, I doubt anyone is traveling these parts who has stopped (at least successfully) but perhaps im wrong. I'm hoping at least someone with experience in the area can make a suggestion on not only chances of success, but what i can expect physically and mentally from the fallout. Perhaps duration and most importantly the protocol itself.
I know its going to be anchored by hcg but dosing and additional ancillaries/serms are beyond me. clomid as well i presume?
For the record, I'm now 38, have been on since 36, and was misguided by our good ole friend the internet that this was gonna be my cure-all and that more testosterone would improve life regardless.
I didnt need it (had a test level of 495 which since it was on the lower end of the range that went from 300-1100 i figured was the source of my issues) now i realized i didnt need it at all and thats actually a solid test level.
I was only able to procure a script because I dieted super lean over like 6 months and that crashed my testosterone to under 200.