Am I correct in thinking you are not following a TRT protocol of any sort at this point? Do you have your bloodwork back it has confirmed hypogonadism? Topical testosterone is a rational treatment method for low testosterone. We have members who have found success with a topical (specifically compounded creams seem to bring good results), but creams and gels don't work, or don't work well, for an awful lot of men. They didn't do a thing for me. Injections have been a great success.
Do you feel your doctor will support your choice?