I've always considered myself to be pretty healthy. I've played sports my entire life, eat healthy (rarely go out to eat, avoid processed foods, eat lots of lean meats, vegetables, fruits, and whole grains), lift weights 4x/week, and cardiovascular exercise 2-3x/week, and maintain a decent amount of muscle/leanness.
I've never had any health problems besides having to get surgery to get my appendix removed 3 years ago.
Cliffs:
16-19 years old: I was a sexual bunny (like any other teen should be), looked at every girl and was horny all the time, great energy levels, always smiling and positive.
20 years old: began to notice a slight decline in the above (libido, energy), but nothing that serious. I chalked it up to the stress of life, college, etc.
21 years old: more decline, still not too concerned but it is obvious that I am much more mellow in terms of libido and energy. Still maintaining a positive outlook on life and smiling all the time.
22 years old (now): no morning/spontaneous erections for the past 8 months, EXTREME fatigue/malaise, deteriorating physical performance in the gym (but no loss of muscle mass, yet), very little ejaculate, no libido whatsoever, don't even look at girls.
3 weeks ago, I then got a hot flash while I was at work, which prompted me to go the doctors. He ordered a # of blood tests.
My lipid panel came back great, but my testosterone came back very low, so he tested again along with other sex hormones to make sure the 1st test wasn't a false positive.
Here were my results:
1st test:
Testosterone (Total): 45 —> Reference Range (>= 240 ng/dL)
Testosterone (Free): 12 —> Reference Range (59 - 166 pg/mL)
2nd Test:
Testosterone (Total): 41 —> Reference Range (>= 240 ng/dL)
Testosterone (Free): 13.9 —> Reference Range (59 - 166 pg/mL)
FSH: 1.4—> Reference Range (1.4-18.1 mIU/mL)
LH: <0.1 —> Reference Range (1.0- 12.0 mIU/mL)
SHBG: 29.5 —> Reference Range (10 - 60 nmol/L)
Prolactin : 15 —> Reference Range (2 - 18 ng/mL)
TSH: 3.53 —> Reference Range (0.10 - 5.50 uIU/mL)
Free T4: 1.0 —> Reference Range (0.8- 1 .7 ng/dL)
I also had an MRI done, which found nothing abnormal in my pituitary. I was referred to an endocrinologist, where, after about 2 hours of her being convinced I have used (intentionally/accidentally exposed) some sort of exogenous hormones, gave me the options of go with TRT or an attempt at a restart with Clomid. She suggested heavily going with Clomid but admitted that there was a very low chance that it would work given my situation and if it were to work, would take at least several months to see any difference, and even longer for me to normalize.
Not being able to see myself living this way for another week, let alone months, I opted for TRT, and went with the injections route using Test Cyp.
The current plan is as follows:
50mg E2W for 1 month (had my 1st shot last Friday)
100mg E2W for 1 month
200mg E2W for 1 month
Blood Work (Endo ordered Cortisol, IGF1, Andrenocorticotropic Hormone, Total Test LC/MS/MS, Hgb/Hct, PSA, ALT)
In-person check-up
200mg E2W
I voiced my concerns about high estrogen and concurrent use of Hcg to which she replied that if we stay within normal levels, high E2 won't be a problem but during the follow-up, she would check for any signs of high estrogen (development of breast tissue, etc.) and adjust my dosing frequency if E2W makes me crash, which based off of research, will probably happen at my 100-200 dose.
We're aiming for 700-800 total test, according to my endo.
My questions/concerns are:
1. Going from such a low T level to normal, which is presumably 700-800, what can I expect?
2. How concerned do I need to be with aromatizing if I stay within physiological limits?
3. How much should I push for the concurrent use of Hcg with TRT, if I am not planning on having kids for a long time and testicular atrophy isn't that big of a concern to me? Are there any other benefits?
4. Any other general advice?
It just seems so surreal that one day, I am a seemingly normal 22 year old Asian just trying to make it through college and the next, am on TRT for the rest of my life.
Thanks everyone!
I've never had any health problems besides having to get surgery to get my appendix removed 3 years ago.
Cliffs:
16-19 years old: I was a sexual bunny (like any other teen should be), looked at every girl and was horny all the time, great energy levels, always smiling and positive.
20 years old: began to notice a slight decline in the above (libido, energy), but nothing that serious. I chalked it up to the stress of life, college, etc.
21 years old: more decline, still not too concerned but it is obvious that I am much more mellow in terms of libido and energy. Still maintaining a positive outlook on life and smiling all the time.
22 years old (now): no morning/spontaneous erections for the past 8 months, EXTREME fatigue/malaise, deteriorating physical performance in the gym (but no loss of muscle mass, yet), very little ejaculate, no libido whatsoever, don't even look at girls.
3 weeks ago, I then got a hot flash while I was at work, which prompted me to go the doctors. He ordered a # of blood tests.
My lipid panel came back great, but my testosterone came back very low, so he tested again along with other sex hormones to make sure the 1st test wasn't a false positive.
Here were my results:
1st test:
Testosterone (Total): 45 —> Reference Range (>= 240 ng/dL)
Testosterone (Free): 12 —> Reference Range (59 - 166 pg/mL)
2nd Test:
Testosterone (Total): 41 —> Reference Range (>= 240 ng/dL)
Testosterone (Free): 13.9 —> Reference Range (59 - 166 pg/mL)
FSH: 1.4—> Reference Range (1.4-18.1 mIU/mL)
LH: <0.1 —> Reference Range (1.0- 12.0 mIU/mL)
SHBG: 29.5 —> Reference Range (10 - 60 nmol/L)
Prolactin : 15 —> Reference Range (2 - 18 ng/mL)
TSH: 3.53 —> Reference Range (0.10 - 5.50 uIU/mL)
Free T4: 1.0 —> Reference Range (0.8- 1 .7 ng/dL)
I also had an MRI done, which found nothing abnormal in my pituitary. I was referred to an endocrinologist, where, after about 2 hours of her being convinced I have used (intentionally/accidentally exposed) some sort of exogenous hormones, gave me the options of go with TRT or an attempt at a restart with Clomid. She suggested heavily going with Clomid but admitted that there was a very low chance that it would work given my situation and if it were to work, would take at least several months to see any difference, and even longer for me to normalize.
Not being able to see myself living this way for another week, let alone months, I opted for TRT, and went with the injections route using Test Cyp.
The current plan is as follows:
50mg E2W for 1 month (had my 1st shot last Friday)
100mg E2W for 1 month
200mg E2W for 1 month
Blood Work (Endo ordered Cortisol, IGF1, Andrenocorticotropic Hormone, Total Test LC/MS/MS, Hgb/Hct, PSA, ALT)
In-person check-up
200mg E2W
I voiced my concerns about high estrogen and concurrent use of Hcg to which she replied that if we stay within normal levels, high E2 won't be a problem but during the follow-up, she would check for any signs of high estrogen (development of breast tissue, etc.) and adjust my dosing frequency if E2W makes me crash, which based off of research, will probably happen at my 100-200 dose.
We're aiming for 700-800 total test, according to my endo.
My questions/concerns are:
1. Going from such a low T level to normal, which is presumably 700-800, what can I expect?
2. How concerned do I need to be with aromatizing if I stay within physiological limits?
3. How much should I push for the concurrent use of Hcg with TRT, if I am not planning on having kids for a long time and testicular atrophy isn't that big of a concern to me? Are there any other benefits?
4. Any other general advice?
It just seems so surreal that one day, I am a seemingly normal 22 year old Asian just trying to make it through college and the next, am on TRT for the rest of my life.
Thanks everyone!
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