I hope that will work for her Vince. Thank you for your kind words. I was finally diagnosed with mercury poisoning after having it my whole life approximately 19 years ago, and I'm sure that is what has caused my life long depression, although it is almost gone, I work on it daily. I appreciate everyones input. I am just starting back on trt as I had been off of it for a while. I had been on it for maybe 10 years or so. I got divorced 9 years ago and my now-ex stole around $300,000.00 from me leaving me broke. I was at my lowest depression at the time and didn't even realize what she was doing. Anyway I am back on my feet now, although this took about 6 years to get to this point. She told a friend of mine that she would destroy my life and she almost did. I have been easing back into trt, and am going to get my bloodwork done after being back on it for maybe 8 weeks. The blood work I posted about was from July of 2014, and my libido was nothing when they were at those levels. I took a break from it after that to try and have enough money to afford hcg, and I wanted to make sure I used hcg this time as my testicles had shrunk to almost nothing and it didn't seem like clomid helped much with them. They seem to be responding fairly well to it, and I'm hoping this may help with the libido. I believe I read where high shbg indicates one should inject testosterone maybe twice a week as opposed to more often, do you guys know if that is so? I have tried every other anti-depressant over a 30 year time and the off label use of suboxone is the only thing that has helped, but like I say I almost have the depression beat, it's just that I am so addicted to the suboxone that I can't seem to get completely off of it yet, although at a super low dose right now. Oh, I forgot to add, I also take adderall. I try to stay away from doctors and prescription medicine. Mostly just the stuff I take for trt, test, hcg, and the suboxone and adderall.
