MY BENZO EXPERIENCE: What it Feels Like to Take a Benzodiazepine for Anxiety

Vince

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Published on Apr 1, 2015
Some days I wake up with nearly crippling anxiety for no apparent reason. This was one of those days unfortunately and after suffering through my physical symptoms for many hours like I often do, I decided to take 1 mg of Ativan (Benzodiazepine) and film my experience on it and how it affected my anxiety.
 
Benzo addition and the crippling withdrawals are indeed dangerous. After my decade+ long stint on opiates, I was prescribed 2mg klonopin to help with the post accute anxiety and restless leg syndrome. Needless to say, this became another crutch for me. I got so fed up with my life and with Doctors and their careless prescription practices, that I decided to stop my klonopin and lexapro cold turkey after 2 years of taking them. It of course sent me spiraling into madness yet I was so determined NO MATTER WHAT to stop that my will to get better carried me through 3 months of mental torture.

Please use caution with benzodiazepines!
 

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Lakshman KM, Kaplan B, Travison TG, Basaria S, Knapp PE, Singh AB, LaValley MP, Mazer NA, Bhasin S. The effects of injected testosterone dose and age on the conversion of testosterone to estradiol and dihydrotestosterone in young and older men. J Clin Endocrinol Metab. 2010 Aug;95(8):3955-64.

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