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Testosterone Replacement, Low T, HCG, & Beyond
Testosterone Basics & Questions
Total T > 1000 ng/dl (very high), Free T < 65 pg/ml (very low)
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<blockquote data-quote="Jerajera" data-source="post: 181690" data-attributes="member: 40995"><p>It's amazing that TRT has been able to make you feel that way; I understand the effects are different for everyone but it's exactly what I'm hoping it would do for me. What you describe until 27yo sounds very similar to what I went through except I had some anxiety on top of it, but when I was young it wasn't nearly as bad as it is now. It was most likely offset by much higher Free T levels.</p><p>I used to have a truly ridiculous amount of positive energy and mental energy in general. I was always in a good mood regardless of what happened and friends and random people I met loved being around me because I had so much energy and an insatiable thirst for life. I could stay up for literally 3 days straight and it wouldn't affect my mood in any way; I couldn't be in a bad mood if I tried to. I felt like I was constantly bursting with pure energy and could make absolutely anything happen. </p><p>The other thing is that I used to have so much initiative; every minute was an adventure, an opportunity to do something new, exciting and potentially risky but so rewarding. I've completely lost that, now I'm paralyzed by fear of everything. Sounds are too loud, there are too many people, I could hurt myself...</p><p>My best friend who's known me for 20 years is often saddened at the turn that my life took. He remembers that time and how the energy I had back then was a huge factor in how close we became, and I know he's genuinely fucked up over how much of a shell of my former self I've become.</p><p></p><p>I've been feeling like absolute shit for over a decade now, including a stint with a 3 year long suicidal depression around 34-35yo during which I got pretty close to pulling the trigger (pun intended). I've always been very stubborn and hated the idea of getting help from anything or anyone, but I think at this point I have to come to the realization that I've done about all I could naturally and I just don't want to waste any more of whatever life I have left.</p><p>I'm going to see what the more comprehensive tests bring to light, if anything, but I think I'm pretty close to pulling the trigger on TRT. I can't go on living feeling like this. I would do anything to get back even a small fraction of the energy I used to have.</p><p></p><p>Thanks for sharing this, I'm genuinely happy for you that you got that energy back.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jerajera, post: 181690, member: 40995"] It's amazing that TRT has been able to make you feel that way; I understand the effects are different for everyone but it's exactly what I'm hoping it would do for me. What you describe until 27yo sounds very similar to what I went through except I had some anxiety on top of it, but when I was young it wasn't nearly as bad as it is now. It was most likely offset by much higher Free T levels. I used to have a truly ridiculous amount of positive energy and mental energy in general. I was always in a good mood regardless of what happened and friends and random people I met loved being around me because I had so much energy and an insatiable thirst for life. I could stay up for literally 3 days straight and it wouldn't affect my mood in any way; I couldn't be in a bad mood if I tried to. I felt like I was constantly bursting with pure energy and could make absolutely anything happen. The other thing is that I used to have so much initiative; every minute was an adventure, an opportunity to do something new, exciting and potentially risky but so rewarding. I've completely lost that, now I'm paralyzed by fear of everything. Sounds are too loud, there are too many people, I could hurt myself... My best friend who's known me for 20 years is often saddened at the turn that my life took. He remembers that time and how the energy I had back then was a huge factor in how close we became, and I know he's genuinely fucked up over how much of a shell of my former self I've become. I've been feeling like absolute shit for over a decade now, including a stint with a 3 year long suicidal depression around 34-35yo during which I got pretty close to pulling the trigger (pun intended). I've always been very stubborn and hated the idea of getting help from anything or anyone, but I think at this point I have to come to the realization that I've done about all I could naturally and I just don't want to waste any more of whatever life I have left. I'm going to see what the more comprehensive tests bring to light, if anything, but I think I'm pretty close to pulling the trigger on TRT. I can't go on living feeling like this. I would do anything to get back even a small fraction of the energy I used to have. Thanks for sharing this, I'm genuinely happy for you that you got that energy back. [/QUOTE]
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