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Testosterone Replacement, Low T, HCG, & Beyond
Blood Test Discussion
On TRT, Now With Defy - Labs and Protocol
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<blockquote data-quote="zojo360" data-source="post: 63566" data-attributes="member: 14763"><p>cja--</p><p>You completely expressed my feelings in regards to knowing now vs. back then. I'd have never started that madness. Imo, methadone needs a serious overhaul and intense scrutiny. It may be helping some but in the long run, not really. Then again, being in recovery, I always try to put things into perspective. I'm here today and in a better place due to EVERYTHING that has happened. Take out one variable and I may not be writing these words. Life is really something amazing and how it all plays out. I'm truly grateful.</p><p>I got so fed up that I stopped 210mgs cold turkey with the acceptance of death. Between the years of low testosterone and methadone, I simply gave up on life and prepared myself for the worst. Thinking back it still causes me to get emotional realizing in what a dark place I existed. Another subject altogether. In a nutshell, I checked myself to a psychiatric ward, refused the methadone, got severely sick and was given the suboxone to keep serious damage at bay. I can only describe it as an awakening. You can indeed wean off quickly but after I went through I figured what was 12 more months in the big picture of life? One month of healing for every year of bullshit. I wanted to heal and taper slowly. Some choose even longer.</p><p></p><p>I'm assuming Galveston, TX. What a beautiful place! Lived on the beach for 4 months trying to find my way. </p><p></p><p>Being on TRT and with time you'll see life for what it can be. Like it should be. Family, friends, work, good times and bad will all become better.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="zojo360, post: 63566, member: 14763"] cja-- You completely expressed my feelings in regards to knowing now vs. back then. I'd have never started that madness. Imo, methadone needs a serious overhaul and intense scrutiny. It may be helping some but in the long run, not really. Then again, being in recovery, I always try to put things into perspective. I'm here today and in a better place due to EVERYTHING that has happened. Take out one variable and I may not be writing these words. Life is really something amazing and how it all plays out. I'm truly grateful. I got so fed up that I stopped 210mgs cold turkey with the acceptance of death. Between the years of low testosterone and methadone, I simply gave up on life and prepared myself for the worst. Thinking back it still causes me to get emotional realizing in what a dark place I existed. Another subject altogether. In a nutshell, I checked myself to a psychiatric ward, refused the methadone, got severely sick and was given the suboxone to keep serious damage at bay. I can only describe it as an awakening. You can indeed wean off quickly but after I went through I figured what was 12 more months in the big picture of life? One month of healing for every year of bullshit. I wanted to heal and taper slowly. Some choose even longer. I'm assuming Galveston, TX. What a beautiful place! Lived on the beach for 4 months trying to find my way. Being on TRT and with time you'll see life for what it can be. Like it should be. Family, friends, work, good times and bad will all become better. [/QUOTE]
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