Look at these replies. Who says high testosterone men cant be empathetic or helpful. I see a lot of empathetic guys where who feel your pain and want to help.
Testosterone takes time to set in! Have you considered a 2 times a week protocol? Every 3.5 days. For me, it took a couple months for me to feel stabilized and good. After that I felt amazing.
I went from feeling utterly depressed to almost non-existent depression. You could also try replacing other hormones aside from testosterone since there are others that come from the testes like
Pregnenolone, but i would take it one step at a time
Give it some time man, it is tough at first but takes patience. Im
Sure once you get dialed in things will get better