As I have been away and the insomnia and anxiety terrible I decided to skip the Fridays shot and lower the Monday shot, I did not want to be feeling shut down whilst I was here so figured I would have to Inject something. Had another terrible night, I've had two hours sleep in the last 3 days. It's this weird wired feeling and strange chest feeling. I have never suffered anxiety or panic attacks in my life so this is all new to me.
It very well could be E2. It's so strange as I felt so much better the first week. The mood and well being, penis hang, energy. That's all faded away now :-/ I honestly thought that was it! I am laying off the armidex for now until I get the bloods back as I really don't want to be dealing with a crashed E2 level now. I think that would about finish me off. No sleep is crushing and begins the vicious cycle of being stuck in a low hormone state.
My dr did prescribe me sustanon before the HCG (I didn't take it) however I have heard this is usually a once every week/2weeks. From the knowledge I've gained from this site, I don't want to be doing that. In your opinion, Nelson and Vince's, what is the best and most successful testosterone supplementation to begin with? I am talking about shots. Not interested in the gels as I have a young daughter and fear cross contamination.
In your regards to your question about getting my wife pregnant Nelson, we aren't currently trying and won't be for some time. We are blessed with a 10 month old daughter. We do want one more at some point but we are more than thrilled with her for now! That's why I am not too concerned about fertility right now, I just want to be well so I can provide for my family.
Hope you all had a nice Christmas and I hope you are feeling better Nelson! You are an inspiration to keep fighting! Thank you.
