Jaded.Your first question doesn't follow from the information above. Perhaps you could rephrase as "Why are you so jaded about abuse of exogenous testosterone to raise T levels to above physiologic range in a subject with fully functional HPTA?" or something like that. Then yeah, I'd agree I'm jaded about doing that expecting a free ride.
On your second question if "it" refers to the revised "it" in the last paragraph, then then answer is No.
I'd like to think I have moved off the Peak of "Mt Stupid":
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