Yes similar situation here, I got ptsd, depression. I'm in Canada and saw Dr Komer who gave test he said, years on the front lines (first responder) and possibly concussions from full contact in the 90s are the cause of my low test (lowish) but I thought about it and decided not to take, the dose was a bit high in my uneducated opinion. Later on decided to try onmen and they gave me a lower prescription (80 a week instead of 165 from the other dr) but then again I got cold feet.
I'm still thinking about it but after reading about a few people on test with erection issues, hematocrit issues, libido issues, BP issues, prostate and heart issues (I know it hasn't been proven and that correlation does not mean causation...or something like that) I am also aware that most people posting are having issues because if everything is great why would you spend time on a forum? I'm not going to lie the reason I keep thinking about it os because some people did a 180 in their lives. Fyi I'm not looking into getting in shape or jacked I'm already in really good shape even some people think I'm on something. I just wonder if it's the missing piece to mental wellness.