Which is misleading until you look between the numbers and realize all that E you claim to think is making things good, is actually all bound up and not free to work in your body. Its like thinking you're doing so well but only basing that on your Total Test, and ignoring Free T
Your 120 E is not what it's represented to actually be, having your SHBG value there is what you really need it paired with to know what's going on.