Your endo doesn't care about how you feel, he cares about getting in trouble for allowing your Free T to be very high. Endo is like a dirty word in the TRT world because they would rather chase a number on paper and ignore the patient telling him that he feels amazing.
This is how managed health operates, treating the reference ranges and ignore the symptoms or lack thereof. I believe for this reason managed healthcare can't do TRT effectively as they are handcuffed by insurance companies.
If you went to a private doctor you wouldn't have to worry about running very high Free T as long as your other labs looked healthy.