Hi Guys
i'm 40 years old.
around 2.5 years ago i lost around 20lb of muscle for no reason
so i went to do a blood test at Urologist clinic , found out i have low T
other then the muscle loss i didn't had any issues.
sometimes i feel like i wish i wouldn't did this blood test , because since then everything got worst.
maybe for me i was better not to know i have low T.
when i found out i started to read online non stop
the doctor couldn't find what cause the low T.
i did also a sleep study and found our i have Sleep Apnea (the Urologist said he don't think it's the cause of the low T) , i tried to sleep with Cpap for 2 month but i couldn't.
my HDL is low , even before i started with medication.
the doctor gave me Clomid and add HCG after few month
i was on Clomid for about a year.
then the doctor suggest to start TRT
my libido started to decline over time until it's just completely dead!
i just not interesting in sex anymore , not thinking about it , watch porn and not feel anything
when i have orgasm i don't feel any pleasure , sometimes i feel like it's about to happen
there is a "built up" but then no pleasure at all.
i red this article and i feel very similar to that:
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the Urologist (very well known doctor) couldn't find a solution for me
because "on paper" everything look ok.
because of the loss of my sexuality i think my mood also dropped down
i don't enjoy things i use to enjoyed all my life (for example i have an exotic car i use to love and now i didn't even started the engine over 6 month).
the doctor put me on a women medication trial (could be placebo, we don't know yet)
Addyi (flibanserin) for 2 month , nothing changed.
he gave me also Vyleesi (Bremelanotide) , didn't changed the libido at all
i had spontaneous erections the day after.
we tried not to take Anastrozole but the estradiol jumped to 67 after few weeks.
so i started to take it again.
no morning wood i think in the past 2-3 years.
maybe sometimes , very rare.
DHEA went down to 1900 (use to be 3700 before i start medications)
supplements: (didn't changed anything)
fenugreek
mucna pruriens
tongkat ali
Ashwagandha
maca
5HTP
seems like the doctor gave up
i'm tired from all of it , just want my life back
anything you could think off i should try or check
i'm open to do anything !
Thanks a lot !!