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I just did my third injection last night. Biweekly at 80mg of T cypionate and .5 of HCG. I really have never felt more down or loss of motivation in my life. Everything feels very dull. I was on a PCT of HCG and Clomid before this for three weeks and my free T was at 6.6 and my total was 256, I'm 29. I have all the clinical signs of extreme depression, which I haven't felt for ages. I am starting to think suicidal as well in thought, like whats the point to all this, nothing matters. I don't even want to work or have sex and I usually at least like those activities. I tried working out like normal but I did three exercises poorly without enthusiasm and then developed a bad cramp in the ass of the leg I injected in. All I want to do is eat poorly and drink. This is not like me at all and I don't know what to do. Can you have high T which I supposedly have now, yet have all these depression signs? I felt amazing for awhile on Androgel, but lifestyle keeping up with it couldn't last. Thanks.