As mentioned, it’s a bit difficult to read your posts without periods, but I understand your under anxiety.
The lab result is missing shbg and T numbers.
If your shbg is low, split up doses to every day. From what I see, people dosing every day can slightly-moderately decrease total dose compared to if they dosed weekly.
It’s not clear if the estradiol test is immunoassay/roche or sensitive but in either case, i believe 5pg/mL is pretty damn low. Research estradiol!
Progesterone and calcium’s slightly out of range but i dont know much about either. Research those.
I mention this again as its in your best interest. Do you have access to or have you found a professional experienced in ED and HRT? Where are you located? You are unsuccessful in treating symptoms and even if successful, it’s unwise to play with this stuff much without a experienced doc in your corner. Tips that you read online can help but as anyone can post online, you need to be careful of what advice you take in, even mines... but its good to compare advice received here and from doc to make better decisions.