Hello,
I've been struggling with depression and low well being for about 7 years now (I am 26). I feel like I never hit puberty. My biggest problem is that I never felt like a man. I got basically all signs of low testosterone but when I did the test the results were normal.
Free testosterone: 22.03 pg/ml at Reference range: 7.0 - 22.7
I never saw my penis developing also. It was always really short and soft when not erected. I feel dizziness all day and depersonalization. If I'm in a situation where I'm outside my comfort zone I get really bad headaches. I also got some injuries from skateboarding on top of that and it feels like hell altogether.
Because of my penis situation and no beard I never wanted to approach a girl. But two days ago I did it and we were trying to have sex. Sure i got a headache and my heart was pumping like crazy. I really feel there is something wrong with my hormones in my body. Anyways when I tried to put my penis in her it was so soft couldn't do it. Feels also like erectile dysfunction. She gave me another chance tomorrow and I hope my penis will get hard otherwise I will just hide myself somewhere till the rest of my life because of the embarrassment.
Need your help what to do. Any answer would be much appreciated.
Greetings,
Peter
