I know exactly how you feel I am a retired aerospace engineer and plagued with that desire to know how something works.
We are on similar paths. I have permission from Defy to see how low I can go before feeling a loss or that something is missing.
I hit that mark at .16(32mg) M/W/F .20HCG no AI held their for 5 weeks no bloods just based on how I felt.
I am now doing .18 M/W/F .30 HCG have needed one .125 AI a week to keep the tears away.
I plan to hold this protocol until my 6 month bloods in July.
