make sure your testosterone is from pharmacy if you are not under doctor's care (looks like you are not)
god knows what the black market's testosterone vials have in them besides testosterone.. low estrogen can make you manic depressive by the way.. Both studies in the estrogen studies showed very low levels of estrogen in women with postpartum psychosis and significant improvement of symptoms after treatment with estrogen. The four tamoxifen studies found that tamoxifen was effective in producing antimanic effects. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23510130
you should do this under doctor's care man you are chasing the high like a drug addict.. you are no better then one. I am not judging but from what I see you are using testosterone wrong and potentially may harm yourself
