hiv testosterone tren deca

Hi community. Im glad that i found this forum and this is my first post here. Hope u guys can give me some advices. Im 36yrs old (Height=5'6.9 , Weight=176.37lbs).), HIV+ for 8 years now, doing well with the medication and undetectable since then. Im very much interested into bodybuilding, but...

Not sure where to begin. Been into weight lifting since 32 after divorce as well as testosterone, deca and tren. I am now 46 been married 8 yrs. Still using but noticed gains slowly. Weight dropping as well as strength. Assuming it was age. In February we decided to attempt a child. Went...