I was on trt for a little more than 2 years. Morning t readings were high 300s low 400s. I could not seem to get dialed in with cream or injection. My main complaint was inconsistent libido erections etc. I have been off for a little more than a month. I took clomid 25mg daily for the first 20 days and then stopped for a week and a half then started Enclomiphene 25mg but stopped that after five days. I did test my readings after I stopped clomid and it was 383 TT at 1 pm. I stopped clomid because I eventually started feeling not so great (probably the zuclomiphene buildup) At first I felt fine. When I started taking Enclomiphene I didn’t feel as good as when I was on clomid (during the first two weeks of taking the drug). I have been off Enclomiphene for five days and feel really bad (having trouble sleeping, fatigue etc). I don’t know why I never felt right on the five days I took Enclomiphene but I feel like it wasn’t working as well as clomid. To be honest I just want my old levels back and I wish I had never started trt. I’m not sure what to do but I feel if I tested now I’d be really low because that’s how I feel. I’m at a loss of what to do next. I mean is it realistic for me to get back to my old levels after two years of trt?