audiogeek247
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Hey guys, so I can't seem to find a way to overcome this feeling of apathy, I'm around 20-30 pounds overweight and just can't seem to get into it. I go into the Y and its always packed and I hate working out around people so I get on a cardio machine instead of lifting how I wanted to and then I just get pissed and leave. Today I was in the gym for 10 minutes max. I also have chronic pain in my right hip/back and my right shoulder, that started last time I worked out for a year. I'm not single anymore, so that can't be a motivator. I work my job get into bed and either get off or watch BS shit or research articles or whatever all night laying in bed. I thought TRT would be like the overcoming factor, and at first it was, but now I'm fatter than ever. I'm taking like 8mg of Albuterol a day to help, going to start taking more, but if I don't get in the gym what is the god damn point. Thinking of getting Adderall or something to help in case I'm just depressed. I'm seriously wanting to just keep increasing my dose of Albuterol and add T3 until I die or lose weight. I can't play any sports because my job is a freelance physically demanding that pays well, but if I get in anymore screwed up shape than I am or get injured bye bye there goes my career and lots of money.