30yo M ER provider in underserved inner city trauma center. Work 18-20 shifts 12hrs each with 4-10 nights interspersed randomly throughout the month. Can’t leave the job for 3 years.
Once upon a time was a nationally ranked athlete 5%bf, big libido, tons of energy. Since starting shift work 1.5yrs ago I’ve had a slow but steady decline in sex drive, energy, mood, ability to shrug things off and just feeling like an observer of my life.
I have stopped working out as much because I can’t recover due to erratic sleep patterns, work hours and stress. No matter when I workout I can’t get enough rest and end up feeling like shit at work which can’t happen because I have to make snap decisions and be mentally crisp. Result is loss of muscle mass and some fat gain - 5’7 165lbs. Been this weight but composition changed.
I eat well - meat and vegetables with low carb. Take vitamin c, multivitamin and zinc when feeling run down. Melatonin sometimes.
TT - 540
FT - 11
SHBG - 50
E2 still pending
LH - 6.4
FSH - 2.8
TSH - 1.7
Kind of at a loss. I’ll be in this job for 3 more years and really don’t want it to screw me up. Even once I leave this stressful environment I’ll still be doing nights monthly. I know I’m young and what not but feel like overriding my already taxed HPA would give me a little more even keel feeling? Been studying TRT, have a lot to learn about sex hormone endocrinology but am really thinking TRT may help.
Anyway, let me know what you all think.
Once upon a time was a nationally ranked athlete 5%bf, big libido, tons of energy. Since starting shift work 1.5yrs ago I’ve had a slow but steady decline in sex drive, energy, mood, ability to shrug things off and just feeling like an observer of my life.
I have stopped working out as much because I can’t recover due to erratic sleep patterns, work hours and stress. No matter when I workout I can’t get enough rest and end up feeling like shit at work which can’t happen because I have to make snap decisions and be mentally crisp. Result is loss of muscle mass and some fat gain - 5’7 165lbs. Been this weight but composition changed.
I eat well - meat and vegetables with low carb. Take vitamin c, multivitamin and zinc when feeling run down. Melatonin sometimes.
TT - 540
FT - 11
SHBG - 50
E2 still pending
LH - 6.4
FSH - 2.8
TSH - 1.7
Kind of at a loss. I’ll be in this job for 3 more years and really don’t want it to screw me up. Even once I leave this stressful environment I’ll still be doing nights monthly. I know I’m young and what not but feel like overriding my already taxed HPA would give me a little more even keel feeling? Been studying TRT, have a lot to learn about sex hormone endocrinology but am really thinking TRT may help.
Anyway, let me know what you all think.
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